Step by Step, Little by Little

Today I had a really long day.. Thank God for sustaining me throughout..

My start at work was different today.. Received an unexpected call from 1 of my sister :) And she said a short prayer for me.. really appreciate it.. :) Infact, today's work I'd expected it to be quite cham.. cos my work scope involved alot of communication with clients.. to clarify issues (this & that).. and most pple dislike pple to question and ask lots of things.. but I need to do my job still.. In this line, you get to see all sorts of people.. =/

But thank God, things went by still ok.. at least I survived.. I braved up my courage to ask the client questions.. and believe me, I was really so scared & fearful of the client.. super super scared.. (I kept on praying that everything will go well..) The unfortunate thing is that I still need to find the client again tomorrow.. for she need time to get back to me.. will I be able to survive tmr? Really hope tmr everything will go smoothly & that I'll be able to off work before 7pm.. cos we're having G2 dinner!! (yay! dinner with my colleagues!) :) I'm so looking forward to each new day.. for each new day brings new hopes and new spirit.. :)

God bless all!
It's finally friday tmr!
(and yupp, service on sat! yay! YAY-ness is back!!)

And ohh, did I mention I saw Sherywn on my way home today? Haha. It was so unexpected!! The uncommon can become common, and the impossible be possible :)

Sing To The Dawn

I still remember I read this literature book by Minfong Ho "Sing to the Dawn" in my sec sch days.. and I was captivated by the book.. especially the story plot.. It had meaning.. it illustrated how women in the past were belittled and to get an education is tough.. It also showed the love between Dawan (the girl) & her brother Kai.. It was a heart-rendering story so far as I remembered.. (certain areas of the story are hazy.. I think I read this book in sec 1.. so it's like.. 9+ yrs ago?.. gah. Have to admit I'm old.. Time really flies!!)

I was rather surprised that the story became a movie.. Though I never expected it to be screened, but I'm more than happy that it is! Anybody wanna watch it too? Haha. Jio jio!! =p

It'll be screened on 30th Oct!! Haha.

YAY!!

Yay! Today I'm very happy.. actually recently I'm quite happy.. Even if I'm down, it'll also be gone almost immediately.. I wanna maintain this kind of personality in me! *prays*

Today I had my training! Yay! How long I have wished for training.. Last time when I just entered the company, there were so many days of training that I'm so sick of it.. But now when I'm always out at client's place, I'm just so looking forward to training days.. totally can relax and ahh, shiok.. no need to worry about anything.. :) too bad it's only a 1 day training.. the next training is in nov.. 2 weeks away.. gah.

Anyway, I'm so looking forward to this fri & sat! Fri as I'm meeting my colleagues for dinner! (yay!) Sat cos there's service! (yay yay!) I realized I get excited over simple things.. :p Weird, but ya, I'm excited! And also saturday 1 of my colleagues will be joining me for svc! (yay yay! haha)

YAY-ness!!

May this Yay-ness last!!
God bless all! =)

YG's Mini Women Ministry

Today.. was Deepavali.. so it was a Public Holiday! *grins*

Our YG unit had our very first mini "Women Ministry" at Flor's house today! (The man had Men Ministry at 9am.. aha). Much thanks to Flor & her family members for being so welcoming! :)

We had some chit-chat, and some deeper sharing among us.. Personally for me, it was a very enriching gathering.. I learnt much more about my sisters and their walk with God thus far.. Everyone is very different, and very unique.. with each having their own personal experiences to share.. I'm just so thankful to be part of God's family and part of this YG.. There's really alot of room for growth in me.. i.e. spirituality, mentality, faith etc.. And I just realized that my love language has changed.. previously my love language was 'affirmation/gifts' like cards, letters etc.. but now, after giving it some serious thought, I felt that my love language at present is more of 'touch'. Last time 'touch' was a definite NO-NO, as in I totally will go 'eww' at the thought of 'touch'... But nowadays, I find myself feeling much more comfortable & at ease with 'touch'.. and I kind of like it.. it makes me feel I'm closer to that person instead..

God really can change people!

O ya! Today was kind of crazy too.. After we all left Flor's house to go home, the first thing I did when I reached home was to on the MSN.. and guess what, the next moment I find myself in Xin Ying's house.. Haha. Today Chi was spayed.. and I really feel for Chi.. for the pain & uncomfortableness that she's feeling after the operation.. And I really got a sudden urge to see Chi.. And I was telling Xin Ying over MSN how I wished to see Chi.. haha. So ya, I landed up in her house within 30min :) We lived quite near from each other.. hehe. Chi wasn't that weak as what I had expected.. Haha. But she's very adorable.. First time I allowed a cat to get so close to me without me screaming or running all over the place.. (I'm very scared of furry animals..)

But really thanks Xin Ying for supporting my crazy idea of going over to see Chi at such a weird timing.. Haha. Thanks!

Hope Membership & Spiritual Gifts

Yay, yesterday went for Hope Membership class.. (thanks for all the sistas & brothers who came along to the class too) :)
The class ended much earlier than I expected.. Ya, it was Pastor Jeff :P (haha)
It reaffirmed my commitment to live my life with God in the center, and to put Him always in first priority.. above all other things..

This morning I went to search for the Spiritual Giftings worksheets given by Xingni during a workshop sometime ago.. I didn't went for that class due to my company's Make a Difference Day (MADD).. and oh my, I didn't do that worksheet!! =/ Corinna gave it to me but I didn't do it.. so I did it this morning.. I finally knew my Spiritual Giftings.. The top 3 are Faith, Hospitality and Music.. followed by Writing.. Infact these 4 Spiritual Gifts have very close scores.. :) Now that I finally knew my Spiritual Givings... I'll seek to do well in them and bless others with what I can give and provide.. :)

God bless!

PS: It's Deepavali today! (Public Holiday!!)
I'm so loving it =)

Blessed. Thanksgiving..

Thank you..
I want to start off this blog by giving thanks to God.. for everything that has occurred to me thus far since coming to know of Jesus and accepting Him into my life.. Thank you so so much..

There's so many things that I want to thank God for..
1) Knowing of God's family - It's the best gift that could have happened to me.. (inclusive of knowing of God & accepting Him into my life)
2) Changing me from who I am in the past
3) Securing a stable job - With news of recession & so many uncertainty in the economy, everyone should be thankful if they have a job..
4) Able to serve in Usher Ministry - It's just like my 3rd family.. (1st is real family, 2nd is my Young Graduates (YG) unit, 3rd is Usher Ministry hehe)
5) R/S with my family - It's much much better now than few years back.. Thank God
6) Able to cope & handle issues with more ease - the WOG guides me and helps me to make sense of the things that I'm facing.. and that everything happens for a reason.. It's all in God's plan & all his plans are perfect & flawless..
7) Doing the impossible - With God, nothing is impossible..

There's so much much more things that I want to thank God for.. It's all too good to be true.. Kind of unbelievable.. But God really is GOOD! Today our team is ushering, and yay, there's 4 new ushers (Angeline, Huiying, Qiu Lian, Evangeline & Wendy --> Thks Suquan for pointing out! haha)!! WELCOME TO USHER TEAM 1!!! :) hehe. I'm so love to be ushering.. I'm so glad that my CL (Jan) registered me for Ushering Ministry! haha. In the beginning, I was abit uncertain if I'm ready to serve God in the ministry, and worry of the commitment.. Thank God I didn't back out.. Once in the ushering ministry, I've never looked back.. It's all forward looking & into the future.. Thanks to Joella (Floor Manager) & Andrea (Team Ldr) and all the other ushers.. U've all become like bright sparks in my life.. and inspired me to serve other people with your smiles & cheerfulness.. although we all come from different groups (poly, DI, uni and YG..) I seriously want to do the same for the other sis & bro in our church.. to bring smiles to their faces whenever they come for service..

Thank you all sis & bro..
Thank you God :)

Looking forward to more times of gatherings & sharing, and more time with God..
Amen.

The 'Changed' Dilemma

It's weird.. it's really very weird..
Recently, I feel I'm changing..
I feel like a total new person..
It's not by my own will, but I have to..
I have no choice..

I'm confused, but yet at the same time, thankful.
I'm having mixed feelings..

Even right now I'm feeling so not myself..
I don't really know what I'm typing infact..
My mind is in a total mess..

Time will explain..
Hopefully..
To me..