Finally Friday..

Gah. Recently days seemed to fly by.. I didn't had chance to blog a thing..
Finally.. It's friday.. finally.. My heart longs for this day since mon.. and it's finally here!

The happiness is short-lived though. Whenever I think of my working future, a cloud hangs over my head. I'm not sure if this is what is planned by God for me.. but definitely, right now, I'd think this isn't a very ideal decision from God.. I feel like grumbling & simply just lament why all this has to happen.. Seriously, since last tue, I've been mourning over my future.. My future now seems so uncertain.. Why ah.. whyy???!!!! U can't leave me alone. . .

Right now I just wish to be around my frens.. Although I like to be alone at times, I prefer to be around pple who are believers.. Somehow, believers among believers can click, even though they might have just known each other. This is so amazing.. To me, as long as the other party is also a believer, somehow I find it very easy to communicate and chat with him/her.. God really brings the family of Christ together.. :)

It's very late now. Tomorrow I'll be in office.. and for the next 2 weeks too.. The office now to me is so foreign.. All along since I started work (abt 4.5mths), I've been in client's place.. The client's place is like my "2nd home".. And after 2 weeks, I'll be going back to the same client again. Yes. Till next year Feb/Mar.. My whole life is stuck with the client.. Good or bad, we'll know when the time comes.. Haiz. Should I be sad or thankful.. I also not sure..

Am I worrying too much? It's better to think than not to think right.. at least prepare my heart for what might come in future.. haiz. I'm so looking forward to sat's svc.. I need to calm my heart & to fully embrace God in me..

Pray friday will be an easy day for all my sis & bro..
God bless..