Thursday, October 30, 2008

Step by Step, Little by Little

Today I had a really long day.. Thank God for sustaining me throughout..

My start at work was different today.. Received an unexpected call from 1 of my sister :) And she said a short prayer for me.. really appreciate it.. :) Infact, today's work I'd expected it to be quite cham.. cos my work scope involved alot of communication with clients.. to clarify issues (this & that).. and most pple dislike pple to question and ask lots of things.. but I need to do my job still.. In this line, you get to see all sorts of people.. =/

But thank God, things went by still ok.. at least I survived.. I braved up my courage to ask the client questions.. and believe me, I was really so scared & fearful of the client.. super super scared.. (I kept on praying that everything will go well..) The unfortunate thing is that I still need to find the client again tomorrow.. for she need time to get back to me.. will I be able to survive tmr? Really hope tmr everything will go smoothly & that I'll be able to off work before 7pm.. cos we're having G2 dinner!! (yay! dinner with my colleagues!) :) I'm so looking forward to each new day.. for each new day brings new hopes and new spirit.. :)

God bless all!
It's finally friday tmr!
(and yupp, service on sat! yay! YAY-ness is back!!)

And ohh, did I mention I saw Sherywn on my way home today? Haha. It was so unexpected!! The uncommon can become common, and the impossible be possible :)

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Sing To The Dawn

I still remember I read this literature book by Minfong Ho "Sing to the Dawn" in my sec sch days.. and I was captivated by the book.. especially the story plot.. It had meaning.. it illustrated how women in the past were belittled and to get an education is tough.. It also showed the love between Dawan (the girl) & her brother Kai.. It was a heart-rendering story so far as I remembered.. (certain areas of the story are hazy.. I think I read this book in sec 1.. so it's like.. 9+ yrs ago?.. gah. Have to admit I'm old.. Time really flies!!)

I was rather surprised that the story became a movie.. Though I never expected it to be screened, but I'm more than happy that it is! Anybody wanna watch it too? Haha. Jio jio!! =p
It'll be screened on 30th Oct!! Haha.


YAY!!

Yay! Today I'm very happy.. actually recently I'm quite happy.. Even if I'm down, it'll also be gone almost immediately.. I wanna maintain this kind of personality in me! *prays*

Today I had my training! Yay! How long I have wished for training.. Last time when I just entered the company, there were so many days of training that I'm so sick of it.. But now when I'm always out at client's place, I'm just so looking forward to training days.. totally can relax and ahh, shiok.. no need to worry about anything.. :) too bad it's only a 1 day training.. the next training is in nov.. 2 weeks away.. gah.

Anyway, I'm so looking forward to this fri & sat! Fri as I'm meeting my colleagues for dinner! (yay!) Sat cos there's service! (yay yay!) I realized I get excited over simple things.. :p Weird, but ya, I'm excited! And also saturday 1 of my colleagues will be joining me for svc! (yay yay! haha)

YAY-ness!!

May this Yay-ness last!!
God bless all! =)

Monday, October 27, 2008

YG's Mini Women Ministry

Today.. was Deepavali.. so it was a Public Holiday! *grins*

Our YG unit had our very first mini "Women Ministry" at Flor's house today! (The man had Men Ministry at 9am.. aha). Much thanks to Flor & her family members for being so welcoming! :)

We had some chit-chat, and some deeper sharing among us.. Personally for me, it was a very enriching gathering.. I learnt much more about my sisters and their walk with God thus far.. Everyone is very different, and very unique.. with each having their own personal experiences to share.. I'm just so thankful to be part of God's family and part of this YG.. There's really alot of room for growth in me.. i.e. spirituality, mentality, faith etc.. And I just realized that my love language has changed.. previously my love language was 'affirmation/gifts' like cards, letters etc.. but now, after giving it some serious thought, I felt that my love language at present is more of 'touch'. Last time 'touch' was a definite NO-NO, as in I totally will go 'eww' at the thought of 'touch'... But nowadays, I find myself feeling much more comfortable & at ease with 'touch'.. and I kind of like it.. it makes me feel I'm closer to that person instead..

God really can change people!

O ya! Today was kind of crazy too.. After we all left Flor's house to go home, the first thing I did when I reached home was to on the MSN.. and guess what, the next moment I find myself in Xin Ying's house.. Haha. Today Chi was spayed.. and I really feel for Chi.. for the pain & uncomfortableness that she's feeling after the operation.. And I really got a sudden urge to see Chi.. And I was telling Xin Ying over MSN how I wished to see Chi.. haha. So ya, I landed up in her house within 30min :) We lived quite near from each other.. hehe. Chi wasn't that weak as what I had expected.. Haha. But she's very adorable.. First time I allowed a cat to get so close to me without me screaming or running all over the place.. (I'm very scared of furry animals..)



But really thanks Xin Ying for supporting my crazy idea of going over to see Chi at such a weird timing.. Haha. Thanks!

Hope Membership & Spiritual Gifts

Yay, yesterday went for Hope Membership class.. (thanks for all the sistas & brothers who came along to the class too) :)
The class ended much earlier than I expected.. Ya, it was Pastor Jeff :P (haha)
It reaffirmed my commitment to live my life with God in the center, and to put Him always in first priority.. above all other things..

This morning I went to search for the Spiritual Giftings worksheets given by Xingni during a workshop sometime ago.. I didn't went for that class due to my company's Make a Difference Day (MADD).. and oh my, I didn't do that worksheet!! =/ Corinna gave it to me but I didn't do it.. so I did it this morning.. I finally knew my Spiritual Giftings.. The top 3 are Faith, Hospitality and Music.. followed by Writing.. Infact these 4 Spiritual Gifts have very close scores.. :) Now that I finally knew my Spiritual Givings... I'll seek to do well in them and bless others with what I can give and provide.. :)

God bless!

PS: It's Deepavali today! (Public Holiday!!)
I'm so loving it =)

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Blessed. Thanksgiving..

Thank you..
I want to start off this blog by giving thanks to God.. for everything that has occurred to me thus far since coming to know of Jesus and accepting Him into my life.. Thank you so so much..

There's so many things that I want to thank God for..
1) Knowing of God's family - It's the best gift that could have happened to me.. (inclusive of knowing of God & accepting Him into my life)
2) Changing me from who I am in the past
3) Securing a stable job - With news of recession & so many uncertainty in the economy, everyone should be thankful if they have a job..
4) Able to serve in Usher Ministry - It's just like my 3rd family.. (1st is real family, 2nd is my Young Graduates (YG) unit, 3rd is Usher Ministry hehe)
5) R/S with my family - It's much much better now than few years back.. Thank God
6) Able to cope & handle issues with more ease - the WOG guides me and helps me to make sense of the things that I'm facing.. and that everything happens for a reason.. It's all in God's plan & all his plans are perfect & flawless..
7) Doing the impossible - With God, nothing is impossible..

There's so much much more things that I want to thank God for.. It's all too good to be true.. Kind of unbelievable.. But God really is GOOD! Today our team is ushering, and yay, there's 4 new ushers (Angeline, Huiying, Qiu Lian, Evangeline & Wendy --> Thks Suquan for pointing out! haha)!! WELCOME TO USHER TEAM 1!!! :) hehe. I'm so love to be ushering.. I'm so glad that my CL (Jan) registered me for Ushering Ministry! haha. In the beginning, I was abit uncertain if I'm ready to serve God in the ministry, and worry of the commitment.. Thank God I didn't back out.. Once in the ushering ministry, I've never looked back.. It's all forward looking & into the future.. Thanks to Joella (Floor Manager) & Andrea (Team Ldr) and all the other ushers.. U've all become like bright sparks in my life.. and inspired me to serve other people with your smiles & cheerfulness.. although we all come from different groups (poly, DI, uni and YG..) I seriously want to do the same for the other sis & bro in our church.. to bring smiles to their faces whenever they come for service..

Thank you all sis & bro..
Thank you God :)

Looking forward to more times of gatherings & sharing, and more time with God..
Amen.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

The 'Changed' Dilemma

It's weird.. it's really very weird..
Recently, I feel I'm changing..
I feel like a total new person..
It's not by my own will, but I have to..
I have no choice..

I'm confused, but yet at the same time, thankful.
I'm having mixed feelings..

Even right now I'm feeling so not myself..
I don't really know what I'm typing infact..
My mind is in a total mess..

Time will explain..
Hopefully..
To me..

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

I want to Grow..

Sometimes I can't understand myself..
I'm so contradictory.. Want and don't want.. Though I myself know that I ought and should do certain things, yet I don't do them.. I allow things to slide pass me easily.. I always let go of opportunities.. I need to grow.. grow in many areas.. I need you, God.. I need someone to unravel the things that's impeding my growth.. help me to make sense of the current situation..

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him and he will make your paths straight" - Proverbs 3:5-6 That's exactly what I'm going to do now.. to trust in you God... please show me the light...

God bless.

Monday, October 20, 2008

Thank u

Just back from work..
The one thing that I'm surprised abt my work is that if there's a need for OT, the entire unit will all stay back together.. They call it team spirit.. I think many other companies do that too.. And all along I thought that OT is an individial's decision.. I'm so wrong.. haha..

Now is the pseudo peak season, or the 'warming-up' stage to prepare for the real peak period that is to come in next year jan - mar 09.. This week our unit has already decided which are the days we are going to OT.. Today (mon), tuesday & thursday.. Efficient? Haha.. There's more OT days to come.. gah. But so far I'm still loving my job.. Thank God :)

I'm so looking forward to saturday's service.. haha. How i wish everyday is saturday.. (wishful thinking..) haha.

Have a blessed week ahead :)

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Water Baptism

Yeaaaa!
The day has arrived to proclaim my faith in God, to obey him and to commit to him in all my ways.. Yeshhh! It's our Hope Water Baptism day (19th Oct 2008) @ YWCA Fort Canning Lounge :)

It's my first time there.. I missed the first Water Baptism due to the unsettledness of my heart and my mind wasn't firm.. Compared to this time, I'm so much more assured that I need God, and I want to live in his ways.. to obey and to commit myself to him.. It was a total refreshing experience..

It has been 6mths since I accepted Christ into my life.. Throughout this 6mths, there's been many ups & downs.. Life is and never will be easy, but with God's power & strength, even the impossible will become possible.. This decision to be baptized did not come easy.. I did not want to be baptized just for the sake of it.. There's 2 things that David (1 of our ldrs) prophesized for me during my baptism: (1) To clearly understand my intention to be baptized (2) To grow in capacity in certain aspects (ie. serving/to show love for others etc)

I myself also want to be sure that there's meaning behind the baptism.. Besides fulfilling The Great Commission in Matthew 28:19, I also want to be a step closer to God, to move on and progress from where I am now.. I want to serve him and change to be more like him..

I agree that sometimes when I'm faced with setbacks or become discouraged, I tend to give up easily.. This not only pull me away from God, it also makes me sink deeper and deeper into my own dark world.. It will prevent me from moving ahead, to do great things for people and for God, prevent me from blessing people and to serve others etc etc.. Simply, it pushes me further and further away from God.. I do not want to be pulled away from God.. neither do I want to be stuck at a certain level.. I want to grow, to do things that exceeds what I'm doing currently but yet still within my ability.. I want to surpass myself to do things for God..

Thanks to all who came down to support & encourage me to accept this leap of faith in God.. I totally appreciated it alot.. Totally feel so blessed.. :)

A brother in my CG, Lenny also proclaimed his faith today to God.. :) Hehe.. Cheers! Today I think there was a total of 79 people who took up the decision to commit to God.. Praise the Lord! :) May there be more and more people who trust in the Lord and to commit their lives to him in time to come..

Here comes my favorite praise!!! "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him and he will make your paths straight" - Proverbs 3:5-6 Indeed, his plans are always perfect and he knows what is best for us.. :)

Here's some of the photos taken during the water baptism :)
































Saturday, October 18, 2008

I love God

Ever since becoming a Christian, my r/s with corinna has been improving.. maybe slowly but definitely, we are getting closer despite seeing her like only once per week.. she's staying in Hall, so effectively I only get to see her from fri-sun when she finally comes home.. 'see' as in really seeing, but not chatting.. to say the truth, we rarely chat.. most of the time I'll be disturbing her.. haha. she's such a study freak!! (oops)

I admit that time & distance doesn't really determine how affectionate or close you'll be to someone.. it's not proportionate.. some people whom I hang ard everyday or most of the time, I don't feel close to them at all.. on the other hand, those whom I rarely keep in touch (or hardly see), I'm infact closer to them.. Why...? why...

Sometimes I long for someone whom I can just pour out my feelings, someone whom I can relate to, someone whom I don't have to worry about telling everything.. but... either that person haven't appear in my life.. or it might be someone whom I already know but I have yet to realize that that's the person.. Right now my only channel is God.. My woes, problems, sadness.. essentially everything, I will look to him first.. It's easier to talk to him than to the people around me.. the best time is during Praise & Worship, where I really praise him, and also pray to him..
If not for him.. my life will be in a chaos.. definitely, and really.

I'm so looking forward to service later.. U should know why.. :)

Conplicated

The complexity of human relationships..
I'm now in a confused state of mind.. not really confused but just don't know how & what to do.. Just simply, I'm at a loss.. Have been trying to grapple with this issue & hopefully to find an explanation & solution to it, but it just didn't work out.. How.. how... I can't possibly keep running away & ignore the problem, pretending that it is non-existence.. but right now.. yet I'm still treating as if everything is going well & fine.. I hate to pretend.. I want to be myself.. Maybe it's just me? Maybe it's just me who felt this way? I've no idea.. What am I supposed to do...?

With a wandering mind, I still give myself to God.. For me, I always feel God during Praise & Worship time.. Only during P&W time, I'm able to pour out all my feelings and praise Him.. when I'm totally engrossed in the songs.. It's just like a channel to express my feelings.. I don't like to tell my problems to people, yet I know I should.. It's just this inner self-esteem that is prohibiting me from sharing with people.. I can be really quiet at times, yet I can be really noisy.. When I'm quiet, it usually means I'm thinking about certain issues & need some soliditary & to be alone.. If I'm noisy, it usually means I'm in my normal self.. and I'm comfortable to whoever I'm with at that time.. It's not hard to experience the 2 sides of me easily..

But today's ushering in the Prayer Meet @ FCBC Touch Centre, I just felt so much for God.. The song 'How can I keep from singing' was the 1st song that led me to come to know God & which led me to become a Christian & to join this family.. My knees felt so weak when the song was about to be sung.. It brought back all the memories when I was still fresh & new to Hope.. (about 6mths ago).. Those were the times...

Another song sung during the Prayer Meet "Hosanna" totally carried me away.. I was singing and praising, and was totally engrossed in the song.. God simply felt so real in my life... He's the only one whom I look to when I'm down, feeling alone or simply as and when I need him..

My mind now is very tired..

Need a soliditary time now..

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Hectic and rush, yet pleasing

YEAAAAA!!

YEAAAAA!!

YEAAAAA!!

I'm over-excited yeapp! Hehe..

Just within this past few days, many things occurred.. the recent trip to bintan with my unit colleagues was a super super fun, enjoyable & fantastic get-together.. I totally enjoyed myself there.. And I get to know my colleagues more and better! The feeling is so great.. if there wasn't this bintan trip, I doubt today I'll be able to name all the colleagues in my unit.. but now I can!!! *grins* haha, what a fantastic trip.. *cool!!*

Right now my peak period just started.. Things at work will get really busy.. Not for me only, but also for some of my colleagues as well.. It all depends on the magnitude of the client and the extent of work that is to be done.. Pray really hard that everything will go smoothly..

And this friday is Hope church Corporate Prayer Meet! I'm so looking forward to it!! Saturday is our service!! (yea!! Hopefully my friend will come along with me!!) And sunday is the Water Baptism day! (still praying over this heh)

Too many things has occurred and new events are going to occur over the next couple of days.. Need some time to settle down and to really think about everything.. my work, my church, my CG, my friends, my colleagues, my family, my life etc..

May God bless all his children..
Thanks. :)

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Thoughts: Away from home

Just only, I was glancing through facebook.. and being kaypoh, I went to view & read some of my friends' profiles.. And something struck me.. If one had to leave his/her hometown just to work in other foreign country for a better prospect (and this means being away from family & friends in hometown etc), I wonder how's the feeling like..

Definitely if one were to have a choice, I guess most people wouldn't choose to leave their hometown to go to some other foreign country to stay for a period of time (in a sense, years). But what if one had no choice but to leave their hometown for a better work prospect in some other countries... Now in my heart, I realized that I'm so fortunate, that I'm living in Sg and the work prospect is considered relatively good in general.. But what about those people who are left with no choice but to be separated from their family and friends in their hometown, to work and live and fend for themselves, to be independent, living & working in a foreign country..?

Seriously, I'm sure whoever it is, even the coldest or most unfeeling person on earth, when required to leave his/her close family & people around him to live in a foreign country.. somehow or another, he/she will feel sad and dread the day.. The feeling of loneliness, the feeling of separation and the need for support & encouragement from friends might not kick in straight away.. but the feeling might just accumulate bit by bit, and sooner than you know, the wish, the hope and the yearning to go back to hometown just settle down and it'll become so strong that it becomes a 'must' to go home (or the heart and mind won't be able to settle down and be at ease).. I never experienced this before, so everything mentioned are simply based on my impression..

But I'm very concerned about this.. for I've friends whom I think are in this predicament.. Though they didn't really say it out verbally, but some things simply required no words for it to be understood.. Just by pure observation, everything will be revealed.. I can understand that being in a foreign land, one will need utmost support from friends or people who also came from their hometown, to show and provide encouragement, to spur one another to not give up halfway.. Definitely, if it's possible for locals in the foreign land to show support and to help them too, I'd say it'd be even better.. The more support, the more encouragement and concern shown to them, the greater will be their perseverance level to continue on in the foreign land to accomplish whatever aim that has been set before coming over.. Nobody likes to give up halfway..

This topic came across to me as I really feel like helping (or at least show some support) to my friends if they really are feeling this way, or having this predicament.. But I don't know how to go about it.. This I feel might be quite a sensitive topic.. for it'll show the vulnerability of the individual (but in the 1st place, who ain't vulnerable.. all humans are vulnerable.. I'm also very vulnerable to things around me..)

But if really I had to face this predicament, the 1st thing that will come to my mind is fear. Fear of everything.. Fear of being alone, fear of new environment, fear of a different working style, fear of losing valuables (such as passport), fear of making new friends etc etc..The thought of it simply gives me goosebumps..

Life is just so complicated.. and complex..
May God provide strength and be with you at all times..
Do seek him more..

God bless.

Unit trip to Bintan!

B-I-N-T-A-N!
yeaaaa, finally back from Bintan (10-12th Oct 2008; our 3days/2nights co. unit trip) :D

My only comment of this unit trip was fun, fun and yepp, fun! Many thanks to the organizers of the activities there (Pam & Weimin), thanks! It was a very successful & enjoyable trip :)

Although it was a very short trip, I loved there! I like the hotel room (ok, ignore the baby snake who was in our room), the bed (it was so soft & comfortable!), the beach (the sand is so smooth, soft & fine.. s-h-i-o-k!!), the sea (woahhhh, glittering sea under the sun.. superbly pretty & beautiful..), and of cos, the people from our unit!!!

I'm so thankful for this trip.. I find it a very good way to interact & mix around with all the people from our unit.. Away from workplace, putting aside work and simply enjoy the nature, the beautiful sea, and interacting with colleagues.. it's just so wonderful, so relaxing and yep, shiok... :) It's simply too good to be true..

There's so much things that I want to type.. I really really enjoyed myself all this while in Bintan.. But words can't really express well everything.. Everything single moment of the happy times spent together is captured in my heart, in my memories and in my mind.. I find myself really fortunate to be in this unit... and yepp, during this trip, I came to know of more believers in our unit too!! (I'm so so happy and excited abt it!) :)

Thank you, God for everything that has happened in my life so far, and also for whatever plans that you have in mind for my future.. Looking forward to more QT with you, and to seek you more..

God bless all! :)
PS: A glimpse of our unit :P




The hunks!
and the ladies!! =D

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Bintan Rush

*vrooooooooooooom*
Rushing to pack bag to leave for Bintan tmr morning..

Hope everything will go well!

Back on sun :)

God bless.

Stoning

Today's cg, I'm 95% in a stoning mode... I'm listening.. and thinking.. but just don't feel like talking.. My mind was a total blank, like times when u were suddenly awoken by a phone call or when u just wake up from a very long sleep..

Might be due to my melancholic nature. I also don't know. Is this one of the trial that God is putting me to..? Testing to see if I'll still remain strong & faithful to him when I don't really feel like it.. Infact I think everyone of us know what we ought to do in times when we are feeling not so positive, feeling down or not so good.. like we should pray more to God, seek more of him etc etc. But like what is mentioned in last sat's sermon "Thoughts is cheap, action is deep".. we can always think of what we can do, what we want to do etc etc, but when it comes to actually doing it, it is so hard..

There are always so many things that I want to do, hope to do, but in the end, they always end up unaccomplished..

The bible says "do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough troubles of its own" - Matthew 6:34

Let's hope so, and ya, I'll pray more.

God bless.
And good nites.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Shopping Madness

For the past 2 days, I seemed to have gone into a spendthrift mode.. Just on mon & tue, I spent a whopping total of $236.60.. (siao right?..) I'm stunned myself too.. Usually I don't like shopping, or rather I don't go shopping. I don't know what has gone into me.. Maybe it's due to this friday's unit trip to bintan so I need to buy some stuff, and it might also be that I'm preparing myself for the peak period which is to come next mon (13 oct) which I knew I won't have the time to go shopping even if I want to.. But then again.. $230 within 2 days!!!! dot.

Let me think what I bought..

1) Clothes ($140)
2) Shoes ($33)
3) Photoframes ($24)
4) Bag ($10)
5) Sunglass ($12)

The rest (abt $20) goes to some little miscellaneous stuff & sweets..

*heart-pain*

Re: welcome new usher event

Due to some MSN email problem.. only now then I can view the photos taken during the "Welcome New Ushers" event held on 28th Sept 2008.. Woah. Kenneth took alot of pictures. Haha. The 1st photo is the entire usher group picture, whereas the 2nd photo is our team 1 members! Kudos to Ushering!
















Sunday, October 5, 2008

Serenity Time with Nature, and with God

Just now I went to have a jog around my house.. Somehow I just feel I need some quiet time alone.. all cos there's too many distractions in my house..

I can't do without my mp3 while jogging.. and my mp3 is full of P&W songs.. heh :)
To admit the truth, the P&W songs provide me strength to jog.. :)

I truly enjoyed the serenity time with the outside, with the nature.. I never felt that relaxed since I started working.. Every morning I'm like rushing to go to work (cos I like to take my own sweet time to prepare for work).. so end up chiong to work..

I thought abt a few things while jogging cum listening to 'This is our God' mp3. (I set repeat 1 haha, meaning the song will constantly play in the mp3) :) As usual, my mind went back to times during exam period.. It only shows how much I missed that period of time.. And I'm also thinking when I can go back to SBS to visit them during the upcoming exam period.. Another thing that came through my head was my CG.. what I can do to support & encourage them more in their work.. and also how to improve my r/s with some of the sisters & brothers in our unit.. Last thing that came to my head was the water baptism. I prayed and asked God if this is the appropriate time for me to go for it.

I'm thankful that I spent this time alone with nature, and with God.
Hehe.

God bless all.

Saviour King

This song is quite old I think, but somehow this song kept on repeating inside my head when I happened to listen to it on fri on my handphone.. I find it a really nice, and impactful song.. Enjoy :)

Blessed, with thanksgivings

Yay heh heh! Yesterday was my very 1st time ushering! It was superbly fun & I think I'll like this service very much :) Perhaps cos I get to interact people outside our unit.. hehe. Coming to know of more sisters & brothers and to know them more is something which I love to do ever since joining this church.. Thanks wo de xiao mei for bringing me into this family, and some other sisters/brothers too :) It has been a very blessed journey for me ever since joining this family of God! Cool. God loves all his children very much!

And yep!! Our CG celebrated Wei Shang's birthday yesterday @ Cineleisure HK Cafe! The food there is yummy yummy!! (super yummy!) haha. But price also abit *yummy* =/ Anyway, the cake Wei Jian bought from Awfully Chocolate was 'awfully delicious'! hahahaha. Not bad, the chocolate was smooth & quite thick.. hehe. Had a really full dinner yesterday :)

Another thing on my mind is the water baptism.. it's on 19th oct 2008 if i didn't remember wrongly. Not too sure if I've set my heart on it and if should I go this time round (I didn't go for the last water baptism abt 3 months ago.. For my heart wasn't settled yet at that time).. Now whether has it settled I'll think about it for the next few days.. I don't want to be baptized just for the sake of baptizing or if there isn't purpose for doing so.. To me, it's a serious issue and I want to consider it carefully first..

Anyway, thanks to all sisters & brothers who've made an impact on my life! I really enjoyed all your presence and you'll forever be in my heart :) Hehe..

God bless ya!

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Zouk night

Yesterday night was our company's Welcome Party for the new recruits..
It was at Zouk.. The whole area was entirely flooded! with people of cos.. Other out-goers could not enter Zouk till our party is over.. which is like 10.30pm.. When I left with my friends abt 10.20pm, outside were a crowd of night people.. *amazed*

It was my second time there.. Seriously the place doesn't appeal to me.. Wonder why some people like to go there.. But different people different styles & character.. Though it wasn't my kind of lifestyle, but I did enjoy myself.. Most of my colleagues turned up! And they really hypotized to the music there.. :P Cool~ Once in a bluemoon such events might be good.. haha.

Well, I don't drink.. Haha though I was forced to! I took sips haha. The taste is.. erk. But some of my colleagues can really drink.. woah.. and some went into a 'daze'... But I'm sober throughout cos I couldn't drink those tiger beer/vodka/cocktail.. I drank mostly orange juice.. hahaha! Overall it was a nice experience..

Yeppp! Later is service time! (muahahaha) Looking forward to the service later! And yep, some celebration hehe.. Time to prepare and leave the house :)

God bless all~ :)

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Rachel's house-warming

Hear something different this time round? Yes!! I changed the list of songs! :)
Hehe.. if want to listen to any other songs, can tell me too :)

Ohh!! Rachel's house-warming was very fun! Had a very enjoyable time there! :) I totally enjoyed the fellowship there and of course, the food! The food I think was catered.. but it was very yummy! One of the most popular dish was Rachel's self-made salad.. Hehe. And I like the blueberry cheese cake.. (not sure if the name is correct.. but it's very delicious!!) Hehe.. And oh ya, her parents were really friendly!! The home was very pretty, really. I like Rachel's room de floor, those wooden kind, and omg.. she has a sliding table on her bed.. So cool.. And the master bedroom.. 1 word: SHIOK!! haha, I was very amazed by the whole concept of the master bedroom.. Simply 'wow'..

And oh ya, this is the beanbag we bought for her!! :)
Cool??? hehe





















Thanks to all sisters & brothers today!! Hehe. Had a really fun time :)

God bless! :)